Nerd talk much

Worrying about the future.

That's what everybody's been doing these days. Initially I used to try my best not to join those groups huddled together discussing about such stuff cuz in the end, how many people will actually be able to transfer out of RV? How many people will actually become scholars? Might as well embrace the new changes instead of hating them, after all the principal is not on the losing end, we are. Lol somehow along the way, I got influenced ._. By all these 'hate mr koh' campaigns, 'it's cool to laugh about mr koh's english' and more importantly, LETS ALL GET THE HELL OUT OF RV.

Yeah man! To hell with the dumbest IP system ever.

Regrets and 'what if's. What if we had applied to NYGH, we wouldve gotten in and our future will probably be alot more secure in HCJC. Why did we not escape to NJC in sec 2 while we could?!!! I've been hearing all sorts of stuff but it's not worth regretting now, is it. We made the wrong choices now we have to live with it. If only someone had told me all these in primary 6 though :( Year 5 life in RV will suck. You dont get the awesome JC experience, it'd feel like nothing but a prolonged secondary school life with 2x stress. And I dont want more of my secondary school life tyvm.

I really sat down with mom today after I reached home (11.10 wtf) and told her all the problems I'm having with my studies. I found out how cool she really was :) Plus we planned all the worst case scenerios. And especially what the fuck am I gonna do if I dont get into U. She said I'll repeat as a private candiate, going overseas and stuff, but seriously. I think I'll probably just kill myself if I flunk my A levels, that's how I stressed I am with all these talks about the future -.- HAHA she said I can be a housewife too and rely on someone else BUT WTH. Being a housewife has to be the most boring and unmeaningful job in the world x1000. (Kids are the best... if they're not mine)

To add on to that, there's still leadership CIP and all the stupid extra stuff to worry about. Haha if only I was sitting on a million dollar inheritance right! (Y)


OKAY ANYWAY NERD TALK ASIDE.
Today was realllllllly tiring. Lessons were boring to the max and I watched debates till like 10.30 with a pounding head. (!@#$%)




(Will remove this if you guys feel uncomfortable. Seriously, tell me!! ^^)

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY PEKKHOON! (L)

Really dont feel like blogging about my life right now. SUX2BME!!!!!!!

P/s: Oh shut up. As if I dont have enough stuff to worry about now. Wait lor, waste your time also not waste my time.

Concentrate! A levels!!!