Reality check

2010-03-15T12:52:00.001+08:00

http://money-cuts.blogspot.com/

The thing about you is, you think way too highly of yourself.

2010-03-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

I wonder what day it is today cuz way too many wierd stuff happened :/ First siying needed help, then I got threatened (wtf seriously!! whats up with you), then my dad accidentally smashed my grandma's birthday present and my mom lost her only diamond necklace. Gosh, sucky day.

Anyway, speaking of smashing grandma's present, happy birthday ah ma xD. Had dinner at some resturant till really late and OH I cant believe cynthia and I both tried walking up a down escalator today, and the best thing is, nobody realised till we both stepped on the escalator. Mad funny.

Ciao

2010-03-12T22:32:00.002+08:00

Rwah I just finished the last episode of zhi xiang lai zhe ni. So cute when the both of them wanted to call each other yet didnt dare to cuz they were afraid the other person was still angry. Haha lol so true right! It's like you wanna talk to someone, yet you're afraid the other person will find you annoying. (You never know when the person on the other side is feeling exactly the same.)

Not bad, but I'm gonna watch glee next! No more chinese dramas xx.

ANYWAY OMG THE ONE WEEK BREAK IS FINALLY HERE. (L) Teeheeeheee it came at exactly the right time. Today was okay, my mouth hurt like crazy when we were playing frisbee and by the time we were at our last lesson, I was dying, boring to the maxxx. Met EL girls after school and we had a 3 hour discussion/talk at KFC. Then met mom after everything for dinner and I went home and spent the next hour watching this awesome drama.

Kay la just posting for the sake of posting. There's nothing to write omggggg. CIAO

So bloody tired

2010-03-11T20:45:00.002+08:00

It's like no matter how long I sleep, I feel like shit the next day.
It's like no matter how much I want to reply, I dont know what to say.

Ho-ho hoever

2010-03-10T18:44:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHA xu meng.

Braces finally up today! :) The 2 hours didnt hurt at all, but my gum and teeth are reallyreally sore now. Like there's something pulling everything backwards when it wants to move forward. Guess I gotta look forward to when the braces are off (2 years!! zz) and not the process. It's really ugly and my mouth feels awkward when I try to close my lips together. And damn it, my teeth hurts :/

Bye dinner. Hehe and lots of icecream this week! :)

2010-03-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY QUEENIE!!!!!!! (L) Remember the list we wrote at tuition last month, about what we're gonna do at 16? :) You are offically legal to complete everything we've written in that list after today! HEHE CLUBBING!!!! (AND MARTINI + COKE) Thanks for everything, love you!

Those days :):) AND MY BIRTHDAY'S IS IN EXACTLY ONE MONTH!!! Everytime during queenie's birthday, I start to get realllly excited hehe. Just hope napfa test comes soon!

More pixxx.

Lessons sucked today, reaaaaaaally boring, cant stress how sian I got. CCA was good though :) The train ride back rocked. Siying, queenie and kasey so knowledgeable!! Gotta go, bye bye. 3 more days to march hols! JY :(

(L)

I cant make myself say it.

2010-03-08T18:51:00.000+08:00

Today was fun and sucky in a lot of ways. Monday blues, almost died during an hour of chem, so boring :( And claire has this rule where I cant talk to her during lessons HAHAHA. But I think my seat is quite awesome ^^ Just cant wait for the day when I finally get to sit at the last row!!! Then ms tan doesnt have to pat my back every few minutes to make me face the front. Gosh speaking of LA.... damn okay no let's not talk about LA, I'll just feel dejected. I hate vocab :( I always get 1 for that!!! If not for vocab I couldve.... Shit nevermind.

Stayed back after school till prety late today to finish up weekend homework (hehe blame it on the drama!!) and I'm probably gonna stay back after school again tomorrow cuz I.. still have a bit more of the drama to go :/ Yikes. 4 more days to the end of the week!! JY :(

就想赖着你

2010-03-07T21:58:00.001+08:00

UGH I normally dont like dramas like these but UGH I accidentally watched it on tv last night and I cant stop watching it on youtube now! Oh my I wonder what that show did to me, I actually thought it was fab! :/ Jerry yan is hell cute :) (He'd be the best boyfriend ever if you added blue eyes and reduced his age by like half) I melted like a stupid icecream when watching that show damnit, so sweet!

Oh shit save me, I really cannot stop watching and I still have other more important undone stuff I HAVE to do by tomorrow! DAMNIT why are dramas so addicitve!

Had to drag myself out of house today to meet esther (we were supposed to meet at 1.30 but at 1.30 I was still sitting in front of my computer wondering if I should watch the next part :/) Wew thank god I met her else my homework would all still be undone now. HEHE and I saw something I never would have believed if I didnt see it with my own eyes! HEHE. Compared to alot of people, I think my march hols will rock ^^ Hmm let's see. I'm going to some fish farm/alice in the wonderland/if we can think of better stuff with esther on monday, shopping with mom on tuesday, art museum+ mounments on thursday, sentosa + singapore amazing race on friday, mounments with meiling on sunday. And best of all: no tests for one whole week!!!! WEEEEE.

OK GOTTA CONTINUE WATCHING MY STUPID DRAMA ALREADY -.- That's why I cannot watch tv!!!! I havent watched tv in probably a month and when I switched it on for the first time ever to watch finding nemo, only to realise I reached home too late and it was over, I get hooked on to some drama.. which has lots of cheesy plots, but they're kinda believeable and includes a pretty hot guy. Cant wait till I reach episode 14 when I'll stop watching cuz they're not up on youtube yet and I will not spend every monday eagerly waiting for it to be up, which is really dumb ._. (I already know ella's gonna end up with jerry in the end. Lmao)

OK IT'S LOADED. HAHA BB

It hurts

2010-03-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna go shopping

Nerd talk much

2010-03-06T00:14:00.013+08:00

Worrying about the future.

That's what everybody's been doing these days. Initially I used to try my best not to join those groups huddled together discussing about such stuff cuz in the end, how many people will actually be able to transfer out of RV? How many people will actually become scholars? Might as well embrace the new changes instead of hating them, after all the principal is not on the losing end, we are. Lol somehow along the way, I got influenced ._. By all these 'hate mr koh' campaigns, 'it's cool to laugh about mr koh's english' and more importantly, LETS ALL GET THE HELL OUT OF RV.

Yeah man! To hell with the dumbest IP system ever.

Regrets and 'what if's. What if we had applied to NYGH, we wouldve gotten in and our future will probably be alot more secure in HCJC. Why did we not escape to NJC in sec 2 while we could?!!! I've been hearing all sorts of stuff but it's not worth regretting now, is it. We made the wrong choices now we have to live with it. If only someone had told me all these in primary 6 though :( Year 5 life in RV will suck. You dont get the awesome JC experience, it'd feel like nothing but a prolonged secondary school life with 2x stress. And I dont want more of my secondary school life tyvm.

I really sat down with mom today after I reached home (11.10 wtf) and told her all the problems I'm having with my studies. I found out how cool she really was :) Plus we planned all the worst case scenerios. And especially what the fuck am I gonna do if I dont get into U. She said I'll repeat as a private candiate, going overseas and stuff, but seriously. I think I'll probably just kill myself if I flunk my A levels, that's how I stressed I am with all these talks about the future -.- HAHA she said I can be a housewife too and rely on someone else BUT WTH. Being a housewife has to be the most boring and unmeaningful job in the world x1000. (Kids are the best... if they're not mine)

To add on to that, there's still leadership CIP and all the stupid extra stuff to worry about. Haha if only I was sitting on a million dollar inheritance right! (Y)

OKAY ANYWAY NERD TALK ASIDE.
Today was realllllllly tiring. Lessons were boring to the max and I watched debates till like 10.30 with a pounding head. (!@#$%)

(Will remove this if you guys feel uncomfortable. Seriously, tell me!! ^^)

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY PEKKHOON! (L)

Really dont feel like blogging about my life right now. SUX2BME!!!!!!!

P/s: Oh shut up. As if I dont have enough stuff to worry about now. Wait lor, waste your time also not waste my time.

Concentrate! A levels!!!

So there

2010-03-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

I think you are the most irritating person ever. I think I should screw being nice cuz being nice means I have to put up with you and I really am close to my bursting point. This is an extremely mean thing to say but the good thing is, nobody knows who I'm talking about. And dont guess, you're not even close.

Dont worry, I'm still nice :)

Anyway. Today was not bad. Langarts have became one of my fav lessons these days all thanks to OP. I wished we had all our LA lessons in the seminar room! Had roti prata w fiona and amanda after school (5pm wthhhhh) and I came home. Bye

You gotta give me some time.

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

2010-03-03T18:49:00.001+08:00

I think I'm gonna do up a playlist of disney songs. I keep falling in and out of love with it, but disney songs are awesome!!!!! Totally awesome.

Dental

2010-03-03T18:08:00.002+08:00

Scene: We were entering JP and my mom was standing in full view right beside me.

Zoenin: Eh I follow you to the dentist la. Accompany you pluck teeth.
Me: Nono cannot.
Zoenin: Huh why, I dont want to go home so fast leh.
Me: Huh cannot la, I...
Cheryl: OI her mother right in front of you la!
Zoenin: OMG. HI AUNTY.

HAHAHHAHA.

Dental today sucked. Last week didnt hurt at all but this week was... ouch. I had to have some special metal thing fit into my mouth and it was really more painful then I expected :(

Mom: Yeah, she's afraid of pain.
Dentist: This may hurt but I'll go slow.
*Does stuff*
Dentist: Bite hard.
Me: *Bites*
Me (in my head): OMG Something pierced my gums!! OMG OWW. FUCK what was that?!

Dentist: Does it hurt?
Me: *mouth full of cotton wool* Urhgdfg noo.
Dentist: Okay. *Shifts the metal thing* Bite hard.
Me: *Bites*
Me (in my head): OWWW!!!
Dentist: Bite Harder.
Me: *Bites harder*
Me (in my head): WHY ISNT SHE GIVING ME ANTISEPTIC. This thing hurts.

Dentist: Does it hurt? Do you want me stop for a while?
Me: Nooo. iwts okwayy.
Dentist: Are you sure?
Me: *nods head*
Dentist: Okay, bite.
Blahblah.

Then when the whole thing was over,
Dentist: You were surprisingly calm. You were braver than your mom thought.

LOL no I wasnt, I was screaming inside :/But of cuz I didnt tell her that.

And plucking today was much worse than last week cuz my doctor this time was kinda inexperienced. I hate inexperienced doctors, she spent pretty long (to me) trying to find the spot to jab the needle in and when she started jabbing the inside of my gums..... Total OWWW. Anyway, braces up in a week yo! :) Finally~ cant wait to have perfect teeth! ^^

Woohoo byebye!

2010-03-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

I forgive you :):) (LOL who am I kidding, of course I would!) Haha but thanks for making an effort though, love. I wouldve forgiven you even if you hadnt tried to clarify. But, thanks (L), it's okay. As for the rest, I'm really too tired and spent out from studying every single stupid night, I'm gonna just take it as a friendship gone wrong. If you cant find it in your heart to forgive then I'm really not gonna try to change your mind. Yikes but, seriously. What can you do, the most dont talk lor :/ I can live with that.

Anyway, school suckz. Tests are reallllly driving me up the wall. Striking off mid years is the last straw, sooo sucky, I cannot imgaine myself being like this the whole year. :( Hurry up end 2010 already please! Gonna have major eyebags soon.

Went home with kelly after cca today and met sueann & qianying. Qianying was very esaily amused today LMAO. She was literally laughing hysterically the whole trip. Like reallyreally booming laughter! Hahahaha wth, I must be very funny today :/

BTW what's up with "SO CALLED"!!! It's a horrible word, stop getting influenced! Everyone's adding 'so-called' in their sentences these days omg :/ OH and especially when fiona was trying to book her favourite cubicle and get the toliet paper at the same time today! HAHHAHAHAHA "This is my so-called cubicle. Eh I need the so-called toliet paper." WTF! Veryyyy hilarious.

Gotta gooo. Bye

Don't worry about the people in your past. There's a reason why they didn't make it to your present.

We've been going round in circles.

2010-03-01T17:25:00.002+08:00

And there's so many things that.... I want you to know.

Do you feel better now, she falls to the ground.

2010-02-28T10:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was full of drama rama. If you are her, please do not read this post for you will be extremely hurt. I'm not that angry at you, I just need somewhere to rant so I can organise my thoughts and chill. Trash out with you some other day, I repeat, I'm not pissed at you. I am simply angry at myself.

What were you aiming for when you did that? I have nothing to say, thank god you hardly ever go out with us when we'll huddle in groups at mos burger, spilling and confessing everything out. Else probably by now, everybody would have known our secrets, boyfriends, wrongdoings and what not already.

Or worse. Yeah, probably alot worse since the stories are twisted and puts you in a good light somehow. We dont have big mouths, we confide stuff in each other and that's that. The essence of trust, which is why you still probably dont know some/most of the stuff we've been keeping. It's extremely unfair when you do stuff like that, when we have to sort out and clear the mess you ve left behind. You could have told us you were uncomfortable, you could have told us to stop speculating while we were at it. We would have stopped. In fact, I did. Why would I want to get her into trouble? She's your friend, she's mine too. It was unintentional and probably names were thrown out of curiosity.

Is that so bad that I deserve a whole new gang of haters?

That being said, thanks for letting me know it was really her. I was only speculating when I said that btw :x You made things a whole lot worse by exaggerating, I shouldve known, but they dont, I know you so much better. I'm sure I went around spreading, I'm sure I told the whole school and not only EL. But I didnt.

What if I turned the tables around? If I had told people what you what you had said/ gossiped about them, how would you feel? What if I went straight to the victim herself and told her? I can not only tell on you with them, I can write a list of stuff on my blog, in caps + bold and for the whole world to see, especially the victims themslves. I do remember stuff like these much better than you do and I do know more than you can imagine since you ve practically told us everything.

But I wont. I never had. Had anybody started snubbing you since you told me those stuff about them, no, for sure, because they dont know. What you did was purely mean, unfair and uncalled for. Do you ever think? From gossip, it has gone on to a whole new level called bitching and backstabbing. That being said, I was probably more in the wrong than you, depending on what perspective you're looking from. I'm sorry for those who're hating me now, I'll try to clarify as much as I know and talk to you guys next week or something. Okay fine, I know some have forgiven and forgottened but I still need to clarify since it's not what it seems. It's not her fault, it's mine. I'm just pissed at myself for being so direct, saying stuff I shouldnt have, and not knowing who to trust.

And to esther and cynthia, thanks like a million times else I wouldnt have known. And thanks for being there when you guys knew I was about to cry/ offering to help. xoxo. People get backstabbed on and get turned against all the time, but it's good to know youve got friends you can count on.

As for you, nope I dont hate you :) Ive been through this a million times, and this is probably one of the most minor ones (you can absolutely compare to the person who has hated me for 4 years). Wait or how bout you can that girl get together and you can start a hate club. Pah.

It's bad enough that I am struggling to keep up with all the tests, speeches and shit. I need less drama. And if you think I'm a bitch after reading this, by all means you can join my hate club too. XOXO

RANDOM BUT:

(Y) fab

2010-02-27T12:06:00.000+08:00

1. The heart does heal and you will love like this again -- except that when you do, you'll deny that you ever loved like this before.

2. If it hurts, don't do it again (and with the same person, history DO repeat).

3. Zits always pop up when you really can't afford for them to pop up.

4.Just because someone flirts incessatly with you doesn't neccessarily mean he or she likes you.

5. Being nice to people will truly get you far.

6. Life moves fast, but not so fast that you can't slow down to enjoy it.

7. Learn to play an electric guitar.

8. If at first you dont succeed, try again. Then give up. No sense being ridiculous about it.

9. That which does not kill you will ultimately make you stronger.

10. Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life, some people dont know it till they're 40.

11. If you can laugh at yourself, you are going to be fine.

Shouldnt have slept at 3 yesterday if I had known I was gonna have to wake up at 8. Hope I dont fall asleep in tuition later. xobye

FRIDAY AT LAST!!!!!!! :):)

2010-02-26T20:36:00.008+08:00

This week has been really hectic and stufff. I'm so looking forward to the weekends, but lol there's still alot of homework, and history test on monday! \m/ Really never ending sia.

Aww I didnt swim today cuz I reached home too late and my brother changed his mind. Prolly going swimming at kelly's condo tomorrow though!! XD Teehehehe. Today was okay, quite fun actually :) EL PT succeeded!! Woohooo never thought it'd be possible when we were contemplating to have pt or not. The sec1s are not bad but gotta change their perception of EL. LOL they felt it was too crazy and "crazy actresses do not win star awards" HAHAHA. Really dumb of them to discuss it in the toliet w/o checking if other EL members were in the cubicles lmao. (P/S: GRATS DEBATORS!! OMGOMGOMG)

ANYWAY today is international skip school day!! Hahahaha damn it we missed it!

Kk gotta go. I'm so tempted to bitch tho :S Hate you. Dont know when to keep your mouth shut, do you? -.-

2010-02-25T17:18:00.001+08:00

I'm in a very irritable mood today cuz I slept really late yesterday night z I had so many things to do -.- Thank god its thursday man, seriouslyyy! Cant wait for this time tomorrow night (Y) (And I hope we get the same bio paper as the one other classes did today! :))

Everybody seems to be feeling this way cuz you go to school and see alot more people than usual yawning and wondering how they're gonna get thru the week. We will! And we're gonna get our lunchboxes so we can make recess together every week! Yay ^^

Hehehehe must appreciate cuz I didnt use to appreciate 2C till it was too late :)

Umm anyway, I have ran out of stuff to blog about. Today was reallllllllllllllllyyyyy boring and I believe the wires and hole in my mouth contributes a little to my irritable state today. (Which you obviously cant tell cuz I look so happy ha ha) My feburary resolution is to learn how to keep quiet at times Im supposed to keep quiet. I was so guilty during chem pract z :(

Another boring day tomorrow.. Byebye bio.

What is true courage?

2010-02-25T17:15:00.001+08:00

This is.

HAHA Can you imagine someone writing that for their GP paper!!! (Y) fab

Sorry, ranting

2010-02-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

I cant believe I'm saying this but... I have finally reached a point in my life when I have officially no time to use the computer!! I remember everytime I reach exams, I'll go like: HIATUS TILL EXAMS ARE OVER! Some hiatus that was, it lasted 2 days max before I'll start blogging again. And hiatus from blogging totally defeats the purpose. I still continue using the computer everyday, I'll just stop blogging and spend more time gaming.

Z anyway. I really need a freakin break. Gonna go swimming again on friday and OH! IM SO DREADING TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you asked me to name the top 10 places I hate, the dentist will be somewhere at the top of the list. And worse still, I'm having extractions tomorrow!!! You guys probably dont understand cuz you dont have the same horrible primary school experience as me but, I really hate the dentist. (P/s: Doesnt help if you tell me how much blood there will be and how many jabs Im gonna get in my gums and how my teeth doesnt need braces cuz I have to do it no matter what and that's just adding fuel to fire!!)

I have nothing to say about school except vulgary. I think the principal has officially no fans now cuz he just lost his last one (HEH XINNI) yesterday. Cant comment much here cuz you never know when he's gonna read your blog (you really never know lor, he even has security cameras directed to the fire station and the roads outside), and he will then threaten to expel me. (I hate the new stuff he implemented btw, and currently 6 out of 10 people desperately wants to get the hell out of this dumb school)

I hate school, it's stealing my nights, my weekends and my computer time :( And I'm having a pimple outbreak, which really really adds to my sorrow. Imagine, I'm totally gonna become a pimply, nerdy teenager with braces. Wait I probably already am -.-

Tmr night I have to: Study at least 2 chapters of bio, study korean war, redo my PI, write synopsis for EL script, start and finish maths worksheet, change my bloody cotton wool (cuz I'm predicting my gums are gonna bleed till night time. "You are gonna bleed like a pig!") Haiya no more teeth talk. Gotta go ciao.

I need to start twittering

2010-02-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

1. Omgomgomgomg I'm done with PI!!!!! :) I initially planned to mug bio the whole night I forgot there was PI and apparently there's no time to mug bio now.

2. Worrying about physics test was what kept me through the day. And in the end, even though so many questions were **, I still made so many mistakes!!! Sian bwg.

3. I do, I just dont know how to put it into words.

Ps. Siying is damn hilarious. I literally L-O-L in my room everytime I talk to her on msn :/

Pawns :)

Another rainy day

2010-02-21T16:48:00.000+08:00

LMAO!!

I just realised the more emo and short my posts are, the more readers I get. Y'know when I used to blog @ smouldering-dreams, my posts were looong, I even remembered conversations during the day so I have stuff to blog about! All that fuss for nothing, I didnt know people rather read emo one-worded posts >/

Anyway. Woohoo! I spent 4 solid hours mugging physics, when my whole family's out visiting my dad's godmom. Please dont let me fail physics this time :( Gotta go. Ciao.

Chicken soup

2010-02-20T19:37:00.001+08:00

I have no respect for justice.
I maim without killing, I break hearts and ruin lives.
I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age.
The more I am quoted, the more I am believed.
I flourish at every level of society.
My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me because I have no name and no face.
To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become.
I am nobody's friend.
Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never the same.
I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicision and generate grief. I make innocent people cry into their pillows. Even my name hisses.

Hi, I am gossip.

(TODAY WAS AWESOME BTW. WE HAVE TO DO MORE OF THAT.)

Sorry V, you'll get your happy post some other day.

2010-02-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

If only women lived on venus and men lived on mars.

What I need... Is more girls and less guys in my life.

Maybe it's not okay.

2010-02-18T18:53:00.023+08:00

The amount of icecream I eat is directly proportional to how bad/stressed I'm feeling right now. And I finished half a tub after school today.

It's like the older you get, the tougher everything becomes (life is totally a dick). You start worrying about stuff you usually dont give a shit about... as if I dont have enough things stressing me out already. I reallllyyy reallyyy realllyyyy hate sg. If I ever have kids (cough, one can always hope), they will def not grow up here. Horrible. But for now I can just stuff myself silly with icecream and cross my fingers I dont get fat, comfort food ftw.

I am really getting dumber am I not?!!! :/ Maybe my brain is shrinking, or maybe I've given up.

ANYWAY.
Lessons were sooooo boring today I went mad. Literally. (NECK SPASM HAHAHA) But 4E rocks! :):) Plus me and claire found out some very rare, surprising similarity that we both had! We only found out now after being tablemates for soo long!! XD Cool shitz.

Bye.

Dad and mom asked how come we dont tell them anything that goes on in school. Maybe they should ask themselves if theyve even bothered. They dont understand anything at all. You tell them not 3 lines and they cut you off. Plus telling them stuff like you not understanding topics in school will just piss them off cuz it's obviously your fault for not listening in class. They really dont get it.

Dont know why I even bother sometimes.

Wednesday blues

2010-02-17T22:13:00.000+08:00

Life is out to screw me.

I'm serious!! When you want something so badly, it never comes. When you've finally decided to let go of that one thing you want more than anything else and move on, IT FUCKING COMES BACK.

Thanks life. Lets see you solve it out for me.

Sorry, my cny posts are all jumbled up!

2010-02-16T20:05:00.001+08:00

I never fail to feel underdressed beside my cousins lor. You should def see berynce in real life! Woah chio shit, dont know why I even bother taking photos with her. *coughcough* Haha! Jusst kidding!! Love you 2 loads, my dear pretty girls :) Guess good looks doesnt run in the family, tsk hahaha muackzxzzz.

There're still photos to come. Dont think I'm gonna post them here anymore. Really too troublesome! You wont want to keep seeing my face in my posts right, I know you'd rather see my words of wisdom.

Shut up!! You know you do!! Hahaha BYE STEAMBOAT

2010-02-16T18:31:00.001+08:00

5 days flew past just like that. School reopens tomorrow!! :(

Anyway, the past 2 days (yesterday and today), have been reallyreally fun :D Way better than I thought it would be, esp yesterday! Met yiting at 9.30 @ plaza sing today to catch valentines day.

NOT worth watching. There loads of pretty people (OMG JESSICA ALBA AND ANNA HATHWAY DAMN CHIO!!) but not really much of a plot. I wished taylor swift had a bigger role though, I was really looking out for her parts. If you had a choice between percy jackson & the lightning thief and valentine's day, watch percy jackson.... Unless you're some pervert who prefers kissing and dirty talk (hehe seriously, there was phone sex and snapping of rubber bands!) to real action and blue eyes.

Wait, if you didnt like blue eyes, you already have no taste.

Met the class at pine grove afterwards and we starting betting, playing pool and stuff. Pretty fun, I laughed alot 8) Especially after the people left and we went down to play beside the pool. Mr liu totally gave everyone hong baos and bought pizza okay!! For 3 classes! (L) Gotta go, having steamboat for the 3rd consecutive night argh. byebye

So damn true.

2010-02-15T15:34:00.001+08:00

Quick post.

2010-02-15T14:28:00.004+08:00

Overdue random photos these 3 days.

Ignore my screwed up face in the last photo!!! Cuz before that (at the last house) while I was playing poker and minding my own business, my little cousins came up with a stupid game and tried to climb up my back! (literally) They were all tugging and squeezing my hair until the whole thing got so screwed up :( Seriously, kids these days...

Hehe thats baby chloe anyway :) Too damned cute! I have this fascination with babies, they really are the cutest things on earth.... until the age when they start climbing on your back that is.

Anyway CNY was okay so far, though ytd was not exactly as fun as I had envisioned it to be. I'm at this age where I'm stuck in the middle. You have the old people, adults and little children, amd all but 4 teenagers, who are constantly told off for gambling with 5 bucks at one go like the adults, who find running around the house screaming like an excited little thing too childish, and cannot stand it when the old people suggest tht you 4 go for walks with them. (Their walks dont last, after 10 minutes they will fit some spot to sit down lor). Will blog more tomorrow, gotta run! Where got time to do homework you tell me.. :( zzzz BYE

Tongue tied.

2010-02-14T10:17:00.002+08:00

I am so sorry for such a stupid reply yesterday. Happy valentines day. I was so tired, I even fell asleep while thinking wth :/ What I wanted to say was ......

Hm anyway, going out in a few minutes so I gotta rush this post. Ytd was not that bad, though my extended family suddenly seemed full of kids. Since when was there a new baby? LOL. It's a good thing I guess, though the kids seemed very aloof/ frightened of me. Bleh they're gonna see more of my scary face today hehe.

Gotta go! My flu hasnt subsided yet :(:( I'm so pissed. At least I remembered to bring my cam today! :)

P/s: You know blogger, I really hate you.

So sad but true.

Cough + flu ):

2010-02-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

Ive been sneezing like crazy ever since I got up this morning. (To the person that's cursing/missing me, stop it already!! haha) After an enormous breakfast, badminton, shopping and lots of walking under the sun, it only got worse :(

I think I'm not gonna live through reunion dinner. So tired I can just fall asleep right now. Plus I'm in a terrrrible mood. !@#$% ARGH. Please stop sneezing :(:(

2010-02-12T21:34:00.001+08:00

CNY celebrations were sooo boring, thank god I was sitting betw meiling and fiona! :) Totally kept me awake else I wouldve been extremely restless. Went orchard and stuff. You guys should totally watch percy and the lightning thief. Esp since EVERYONE there (apart from the horns guy hahaha) HAD BLUE EYES. Such a smart director, I will def buy the dvd.

Met esther simin kailun again afterwards and LOLOLOLLLLL simin is damn hilarious okay!! (Y) And you guys rock, see you tomorrow!!!!!! :D:D I have tons more photos but very lazy to upload lehhhh... Some other time perhaps.

Why do some people shun hugs? I think hugs are the best things to receive :) BB, sooo shag.

Carlo follow follow to buy milo and polo.

2010-02-11T19:32:00.009+08:00

Today was not bad :)

BUT TMR WILL BE BETTER (Y) Cuz there are no lessons, you guys are getting valentine presents, and CHINESE NEW YEAR IN 3 DAYS! :)

Mom's cooking sth fantastic in the kitchen now, I can totally smell the stuff she's frying (L) Life isnt so bad, is it? :) CYA!

Click to feed

2010-02-10T17:45:00.006+08:00

Dont feel like posting today cuz I'm too damned tired. Peace out and wait for your valentine presents! ^^
P/s: Are you kidding!!!?? THEY MARKED MY BLOG AS SPAM AGAIN ZOMG. Thats it, gonna find a new blogging domain.

Aries

Although it's mid-week, catching up with friends and making plans with them is the keynote for the day. It could be that the plans were already made and need to be adjusted because of sudden changes or your end, but today's opportunity period lasts all day long, and it may turn out that whatever changes are made benefit you both anyway.

Communication is going to play a very big role in your romantic affairs, but in this case today the communication will be coming from you. This is a time where whether you are single or attached, you are making yourself perfectly clear, coming across in a very direct, articulate manner. Your honesty and willingness to communicate will openly impresses others in your romantic circle, and you will find that your clarity in communication will be returned in kind.

2010-02-09T20:40:00.006+08:00

Dont look back because much as you like to kick yourself for sth youve done, it's too late. This applies to careless mistakes in math too, but you know I'm not talking about that :) Cheer up and think positive okay?

Lessons were shitty as usual, apart from SCS. I think SCS very interesting leh! Plus the way mr bryan tan talks make you wanna keep listening. But apparently his voice dont have that magic on everyone, claire's eyes were closing lor haha! "Talk to me!!" LOL.

CCA was... hmmmmmmm.

And I saw xiao grace today! OMGOMGGG she's so lucky please, I'd die to live in sydney. Okay gotta go cuz we have the whole climate change script to do by tonight zz. Ooh and I'm going valentine shopping with esther tmr! :) BB

Miss you

2010-02-08T19:59:00.005+08:00

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me

But can you feel this magic in the air?

2010-02-08T18:15:00.013+08:00

I have been waiting for this time since yesterday.. Totally brain overload yesterday, and just when I thought I'm finally done revising, people have to ask me questions that got me all frenzied again. (Im kidding, it's okay ^^) Sacrificed my whole sunday mugging, plus the weather outside was so perfect :(

Anyway, chem and history tests are over! :) History was really crap, nobody finished their essays and 4H had an open book test lor, so much for having a cute teacher haha. Chem was crap too, so careless I can slap myself, plus its not only one question.... Nevermind, no more nerd talk.

I had a fantastic hair day today! :) It's not everyday when my hair falls in place w/o combing in the morning. (Not like fiona's hair). Pleasepleaseplease give us a change of principal. Just when I thought I could escape from chinese regardless of what o lvl higher chinese result I get this year, he has to implement such a stupid rule!!!!! I DO NOT WANNA TAKE A LVL CHINESE, but how the eff do I get A2 this year? My chinese new year wish is for him to go away or for sth to happen just so he isnt our principal anymore.

Then again, my christmas wish didnt work! What makes me think my cny wish will work. Haha. Geoffrey so anal sia every line also contradicting me. Zz byebye!

Hey, slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away

I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

FANTASTIC (Y)

2010-02-07T01:30:00.003+08:00

2010-02-06T22:54:00.003+08:00

My brother is the best lier in the world. He can lie with a straight face, swear a million times, and all the while making up a whole new story on the spot. I'm saying this cuz he does it all the time, he practically makes up EVERYTHING. Its like he lives in his own self delusioned world, really wierd. He has never admitted anything he does wrong, he just makes up a whole new story, which is usually so convincing, I totally believe him.

Thats the reason why I sometimes get scolded by dad for something I cant even remember doing lor. How come like that, he doesnt feel a thing meh?

Hm anyway apart from that, today rocks! :):) Will blog more when I post the pictures (GUESS WHO GOT A NEW CAMERA), er ge's daughter is perfect, (L) *gushes*.

There's nothing left to say, dont waste another day

2010-02-06T00:02:00.009+08:00

I'm starting to believe in tuitions again. I only had 2 tuitions in my life, both in primary 6, one on chinese and one on english compo. I found it to be really useless then, so I quitted and proceeded to write alot of 议论文s and an english debate on how tuition was a waste of time and we wont benefit much anyway.

HOWEVER, I beg to differ now! My maths TOTALLY improved okay, I used to think Mr liu went too fast and wtf trigo was damn torturing for me. But now I can actually keep up, even calculus wow. Time to find a phyz tutor ASAP.

Today was really tiring (2.4!!!) and thank god for bio and amelia lee (Y) Completely woke me up. ("What makes good genes?" "LEVIS") Had a gr8 time with chloe cheryl and kelly at JP (4 hours) before meeting EL for the debate competition. My mood dropped way low cuz estelle cried and we found out some stuff about the juniors which we shouldnt have. Anyway, it will be settled soon, though not with the same method the juniors used, and its gonna be fine (I guess).

RV won the debate anyway, despite all the setbacks, and that's what really matters :) Gotta go mug now, history and chem test on monday. So much to cram, so little time.

Drenched in vanilla twilight

2010-02-04T20:57:00.008+08:00

Lessons were mad boring, especially lang arts! I kinda suspect Ms tan reads our blogs though, so I wont say much. But she thinks really lowly of teachers, kinda contradicting lol considering she's one herself. The qingdao people were so cute, they were trying to take pictures of our cute history teacher ok! So funny, they have gr8 taste like me :)

Maths test was very draining and claire didnt use a calculator for the whole thing! She only found her calculator after the test, poor thing. Stayed back to help Ern chuen with planning for class CIP and I really have to end here cuz I still have CID proposal to do wth!

Watching debates till 9 at bedok tomorrow. Argh but, jiayou queenie!!!!! (L)

Hectic

2010-02-03T21:30:00.002+08:00

Lessons today were pretty slackish. Had the national mouments field trip after school and I really got to talk to mengying for once :) The sun was mad hot and when we finally got to an aircon room, it smelt of vomit wth. Had takoballs and finger food w xinni after the field trip and went home.

Woah I summed up my day in 4 sentences! Haha maths test tomorrow, our first test of the year and at 4pm wth!! I'd most likely be half dead by then. SIAN THURSDAYS ._. bye ya time for vectors again.

2010-02-02T22:19:00.004+08:00

I may get to go Japan afterall! :):) Mom says she'll let me go if I get 3.5 GPA for mid years, but by that time we wouldve paid and stuff so it'd be too late alredy! Teehee she's always using these kind of fail methods to threaten me.

Lessons sucked as usual, esp CID. CID this year's extremely boring cuz the whole room is very obvious and without blind corners. Whisper abit only then the angmoh teacher will turn to stare at you, WITH HIS PIERCING BLUE EYES *swoons*. So ironic to see Mrs Yap reminding us the importance of engaging our peers and making the field trips interesting, I still can remember her fail and extremely boring field trip in sec 1, where nobody was listening and the sun was so goddamned hot.

CCA ended late today, we even left drama studio the same time as the choir members. And everyone fell asleep during one of the exercises cuz we got to lie down and they shut the lights, cool shitz. Sooo tired, walking to JP w the girls alone made me so shag already zomg. (I walked past the flowers and remembered us sucking the juice out of them ytd hahaha)

Anyway:

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY PINGLOU!! :)
Hope you like our earphones! And its in your fav colour! Haha we took kinda long to search for it yesterday.. *cough* Anyway, sweet sixteen my dear ^^

Grats er ge on your baby girl!! :):)
Ahhh I'm so excited okay! Cant wait for sunday to see her. Pretty babies (L).

xoxo

2010-02-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

Friendship anklets xoxoxo.

Today was tiring, lessons sucked and kimyee ought to thank me cuz I'm not uploading the funny video taken in class FOR HER SAKE. woah.

I admit I used to mainly blog for someone else. But now that there isnt anyone else, this blogging thing is really tiring me out. Really dont feel like blogging anymore, but I will try to last out for as long as I can :)

Gotta do homework and learn vanilla twilight by tonight. Dead tired xx byebye.

Raffles.

2010-01-31T17:07:00.006+08:00

Sorry but nobody looks good in camps. :)

Gotta go. Outtt byebye!

(Please skip!)

Sorry dad. I dont fucking care if he's going to RJC or any shit. If I'm not comparing other dads with you, why should you? IM A FUCKING DISGRACE? LOOK AT YOURSELF. You were the one who brought me up, you were the one who. made. me. this. stupid!!! You have 2 kids, one in hci and the other in rv AND YOU DARE TO CALL US A FUCKING DISGRACE YOU ASSHOLE, YOU SCREAMED THAT RIGHT INTO OUR FACES!!

So what if we're not from RI SO WHAT IF WE'RE NOT FROM RJC SO WHAT IF WE DONT GET ANY SCHOLARSHIPS, SO WHAT!!!! Can you be happy for once? Can you appreciate us for who we are?

We are not angels, we cant be your perfect kids. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!! I HATE YOU AND I. DONT. GIVE. A. SHIT. IF YOUR FRIEND'S SON IS STUDYING MEDICINE, I DONT GIVE A SHIT IF MY COUSIN IS GOING TO RJC NEXT YEAR, OKAY!!!!!!???

If I were so stupid, I'd be smoking, having tattoos, taking drugs and IN NORMAL ACAD OKAY! YOU DARE TO SAY CALEB'S NOT TALENTED? HE'S IN HWA CHONG YOU SHIT. THAT IS FURTHER THAN WHERE YOUVE EVER BEEN TO. He had almost straight As and you say that!!!??? HOW THE FUCK ARE WE NOT GOOD KIDS???

I CANT BE STUDYING 24/7. I AM NO GENIUS. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. I CANT EVER PLEASE YOU. FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I AM GONNA STOP PLEASING YOU.

Go jump down.

xx. I feel loads better now :)

What have we done to deserve such a principal?

2010-01-29T23:41:00.001+08:00

We arent like one of the neighbourhood schools youve been in. Dont use the same methods you've used on them with us, you're driving all the students nuts and over the edge.

UGH CANT SLEEP CUZ MY FATTY LIP IS BURNING!!!!!! OWWWW so painful :(

I must be crazy cuz,

2010-01-29T18:22:00.003+08:00

OBS WAS ACTUALLY FUN! :):) You really wont know what youve been missing if you have never been to OBS.

Remember when I first checked my grouping last friday:

Raffles Watch

CHENG WAI MUN 4D
KHOO YONG JIE 4D
SEOW HAN CONG 4B
TAN MUI SOCK 4B
LIM JIA WEI ELVIN 4E
SHU XIN ZHE 4E
TAN ROU XING, CARISSA 4E
CYRUS CHNG YONG ZHI 4I
GOH YONG MING CALVIN 4I
LEE LI ZHEN 4J
LEE JI WEI 4J
TANG LIN HEI 4J
TEE HUI XIAN 4L
TEH YI'EN 4L
YONG YI LI 4L

I was all: WTF!! How come like that, I totally dont know anybody!

BUT GUESS WHAT, you guys were actually right! RAFFLES ROCKED (L)
Without those fantastic people, I would never have made it the whole 5 days.

Day 3 was the best cuz we went kayaking... for 6 hours round Pulau Ubin. Hancong was too pro. Hahaha kayking with him was like being in a speedboat, we unknowingly kayaked in front of the navigators, so many times till they got really pissed. After a while we gave up kayaking to the front and spent all our energy kayaking left and right, banging people's kayaks and gripping on to the ends, turning them 180 degrees till theyre facing the wrong way. Extremely fun and funny if you were us, but not very fun if you were the ones we banged/ turned around cuz everyone around us seemed to be having a tough time, puffing and sweating madly. Mad funny cuz after a while, you can hear everyone screaming at hancong and trying to siam but not being able to siam. Then we started kayaking normally and before long history repeated itself cuz we overtook the navigators again, sigh.

Cien and Li zhen were the best! HAHAHA. There was this part near the south china sea where the waves were really horrible and the kayak was so hard to control till everybody wanted to die. (And the two poor girls w/o guy partners wanted to cry)

Somebody: EH where are you guys going!
*Cien's and Li zhen's boat spins to the left and out of control*
Cien: MALAYSIA! Malaysia! We're going malaysia!
*Cien's and li zhen's boat then spins to the right and out of control*
Somebody: EH it's this way!! Where are you guys going!!
Cien: SINGAPORE! We are going back to singapore!!

Everybody despite being in different watches were so nice to each other, very heart warming. But in the end it still boils down to your partner, so I guess I'm really lucky! (L) After the 6 hour kayak, you can literally see people dying and gasping... and peeing in the sea.

That night was really horrible cuz I was terribly sunburnt and my brain prolly got overheated. Plus I had to cook and the fire, the lighters and the hot sun made me in such a bad mood I was silently fuming. Ended up with all the guys helping and cynthia feeding me oranges while I was bending over the fire lmao. Didnt bathe that night. Really gross and you can feel mountains of salt on your scalp, tent was smelly ttm.

Day 4 was the best too cuz we had a 7 HOUR TREK. And I was carrying: 1 cooking pot, 12 metal mess tins, jack knifes, 2 2L water bottles, solid fuel, lighters and my whole big bag of happy food. DAMN HEAVY but we all made it!! Guess which group went the long way (alot longer mind you) and reached chek jawa first. Guess which group did 2 missions, while every other group did only one and still reached camp site 3rd? :) Raffles rock!! (L) Calvin was damn nice cuz he was singing beside/behind me the whole time to boost our spirits and kept us going. And xinzhe can make you laugh until you cannot walk LOL. And near the end point, yong jie, the irritating sweeper, was pushing my bag to make me go faster. Slicing through the jungle was the ultimate worst. Cuz we had to hack the branches and climb uphill, very hiong.

Today when I carried the bags I brought, it totally felt like nothing. Such a big accomplishment cuz I was struggling to even lift it up the first day! Bought watch tee and had watch teabreak at JP when we arrived back.

This is a very brief entry and a total understatement of how much fun we had there, plus I missed out the cooking showcase on the last day where cyrus's speech made everybody laugh till they cried, the night walk on the 3rd day where we had to walk alone for a period of time in the garden at 10pm and jia jin was whispering my name all the way and all the brief happy moments I had. *secret*

Mui sock was fantastic cuz she was the one who packed the camp bag we both shared and the only arranging my stuff properly. Li zhen was so responsible and everytime we had like tasks to do, no matter how tired she is, she'll def do it one lor. Yi en was damn joke and wai mun likes snuggling up to others when we're sleeping in the tent! The guys showed you what true gentlemen were, the girls literally had no heavy tasks and stuff to carry all thanks to them.

However, though OBS was fun, I dont wish for it to be longer cuz its really damn tiring to wake up at 4/5 am every morning, pitch tents, unpitch tents bleh. Being the very unfriendly girl I am, I may not be greeting them when school reopens, but raffles was awesome whilst OBS lasted :) Time for school to reopen again, gotta get used to everything again. Sian MATHS TEST.

2+2

2010-01-24T12:33:00.002+08:00

ITS PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. GONNA DIE LAUGHING. LIKE NOW.

X! PEACE OUT. I KNOW IM LACKING BLOG CONTENT CUZ I HAVE NOTHING TO DO TODAY. Except packing.. Sucks! SEE YALL IN 5 DAYS MWAH.

(edit)
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE CYN!!! (L)
Your sixteen's not only sweet, it's gonna be dirty! :)

CYA!

If you were here, you'll say its gonna be alright... ^^

2010-01-22T23:33:00.006+08:00

What an unholy hour to reach home. AND MY WORST FEARS HAVE BEEN CONFIRMED!!! Die I almost dont know anybody from my OBS group! If I survive these 5 days AND tell you its fun, I am: 1) crazy 2) a very very strong person 3) more sociable than I thought I was. So wait for it. Dreading... dreading.... :(

Today was pretty okay, but tiring. We did a class story during lang arts today! As in, it got sooo boring, we started passing this paper around where everyone writes a sentence to continue the story. The last time I saw it, there was meiling trying to eat the areoplane, jacky growing moles and wesley the chiwawa seeing the moles on jacky's butt. Hahahaha veryvery funny.

I'm so crazed about taking videos these days! Hence:

While waiting for the juniors to enter drama studio for cca trials.

CCA trials ended at 6.30 today, 'bit earlier than tuesday, but still late nevetheless. Went lot 1 and met grace, vera, jj, kov & weiker. Watched the tooth fairy (lazy to comment but not bad), then went to the playground and talked for the rest of the night.

Quite meaningless cuz there's nothing to see, plus I dont know how to do voice recordings yet. P/s: Talking about somebody's jun**** in front. My voice sounded like grace, confusing you mei you.

Dead tired, physically... emotionally... I feel like shit but wdvr. Anyway, time to start a new page, (hence the more open way Im blogging) game starts today and ends on 1st march okay peeps! :D

(edit)
hancong says:
hello~~
if i never rmb wrongly
u are in my grp for OBS right?
haha

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
yeah
why else will i talk to you??
hahaha
I M DEAD PLEASE i dont know anybody!??

hancong says:
exactly!!
u know xin zhe... -.-

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
okay lah i dont know MOST

hancong says:
u know me can liao lahhh
hahahaha
OBS will be fun

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
apart from ji wei
you know anyone else?
in our group

hancong says:
LOL
how u know i know ji wei
hmmm

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
"YES!!! JI WEI!"
kind of obvious hor
lmao

hancong says:
i know wai mun yong jie mui sock xin zhe u and lin hei
oh lol my pm
yeah
thats all i know
hahaha
u can kayak with me if u want to
LOLOL

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
i know yong jie
i know wai mun and mui sock by face

hancong says:
lololol
ok...
lolol
need left right
left right

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
hahaha okay if they let us choose then i choose you okay!!

hancong says:
and i like to capsize boat

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
HAHAH WTF

hancong says:
smore we go swimming tgt derh
shud okay bah
hahaha
okay!
scully canot choose.
LOL.
then too bad liao lorh

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
huhhhh
how come everything also dont let us choose..

hancong says:
hahahaha , i like kayaking

CARISSA twenty-ten says:
stupid obs

2010-01-21T19:17:00.001+08:00

While in the library rushing homework after school today.

Love.

Hurts like a bitch. I am so extremely vulgar now, I m ending abruptly here. Goodbye world.

2010-01-20T22:44:00.001+08:00

Big girls dont cry

The world can give up on you, but dont give up on yourself. (You were more than I bargained for)

2010-01-20T18:14:00.003+08:00

Smokers really ought to go see body world. Blackened lungs, enlarged hearts, early deaths, hell gross. Exhibits were boring but the people I went with were fun!!! :) Loads better than I expected it to be. 4E ftw~~~

Today was.... emotional. I totally blanked out in the morning. And Meiling is so cute! Hahaha she was telling the whole world she was a guy then asking people if they'll wanna marry her if she was. When we went to the toliet, she stood outside and announced: "But I'm a guy! Cannot enter girl's toliet.. How!"

Taylor swift has a new fairytale song. And omg Keisha's blah blah blah's so addictive! (L)

Gotta go.

If blogger deletes my blog in 20 days, I'm gonna change my blogging domain.

2010-01-19T21:51:00.005+08:00

Today was a good day (Y).

Lessons were boring, by the time physics came, everyone's eyes were closing hahaha. Ms Ling still had the nerve to blame Mr Liu for the class being so sleepy!! Maths was damn confusing. 2D not enough, we still had to do 3D vectors! Claire was trying to explain and going: "Can you see? Try to picture it!!" And I was all: "HUHHHH where got!! I cannot see!!" Poor girl. I totally need xu meng's brain! He got some award that nobody else in singapore got, such a smart kid wtf.

Watched Ms lee dissect pig's eyes during bio pract. Very nauseous when she started slicing the eye open with the scalpel. But still, once in a lifetime stuff, you dont get to squeeze eyeballs and slice them open everyday! :) SCS was crap cuz Mr Bryan Tan was being an ass and didnt allow me to leave class for CCA trials! Even when everybody came to fetch me z (and queenie went: "But we need her!" Hahaha so sweet).

CCA trials were okay, and response was waaay better than last year's! *Flashes gold with honour*. Fantastic sec threes, they worked so hard (L). Whole room got chaotic cuz drama trials and debates trials were going on at the same time, plus sec ones are not exactly quiet. Trials dragged onnnn and onnnn and while walking with siying afterwards, I smacked my head against the wall damnit! Huge obacak now >(

Escaped from CCA before the last class came in, met grace and then met kov and junjie in the evening! Kov so beng already, hair cut until like that, walk also got swagger wor. JJ still same old, he just didnt use to have a girlfriend. Ate pastamania (SUCKS AS USUAL) for dinner, talked, then went to our fateful playground (the one we used to have bei bei mian at before going to centre during our sv days!!) and somebody suggested playing blind mice. Hahaha centre days man~ The only difference was we used to play blind mice for a few hours nonstop then, but now after 30 mins, everybody's panting and dying. So sickening to grow old. If only we can stay at 12 forever and never move forward.... (just kidding)

One sucky thing 'bout today though. SO MUCH HWK TO CHIONG TOMORROW NIGHT!!! D: And there's still body worlds which wont be that fun cuz half the class will be gone ):): Sian. Ah very tired now BB.

TODAY IS SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY!! I'M DAMN SURE, 19TH JAN IS SOO FAMILIAR, HAS TO BE SOMEBODY IMPORTANT. I just forgot who... Happy birthday to everybody having their birthdays today!! :)

Louboutins

2010-01-18T17:06:00.003+08:00

1. Mondays suck. Totally experiencing monday blues now~
2. Yue chwen is so gentlemanly! :)
3. We're gonna dissect sheep eyeballs next bio pract. Sweeeeet.
4. I am not friendly. Jiawei was talking to me in the toliet today and I totally dissed her! Sorry.. (Must be monday blues)

Crazy chinese compo zzzzz. Byeexx so tired

Best ever (Y)

2010-01-17T19:56:00.001+08:00

Had a 2 and 1/2 hour talk with my aunt just now. SO ENLIGHTENING. I wished she was my mother instead, the way she sees things are so open! And so clear like she can totally read my mind. She told me things that I would never in my life hear my mother say, never.

I love my aunt. Dont have to be so stressed and fucked up cuz there are many options in life. Being happy, that's what counts right :) I love my aunt, I really do!!! Totally heart to heart and her advices? Fantastic shit!!!

Can blogger stop flagging my blog already!!! damn it fuck shit. Going out for dinner now, bai

My blog has been flagged

2010-01-17T16:22:00.003+08:00

Spam blogs: "Blogs engaged in this behavior are called spam blogs, and can be recognized by their irrelevant, repetitive, or nonsensical text..."

LOL I know blogging about my everyday life is stupid, but is it this bad??!! Irrelevant nonsensical text...... aw D:

Today's gonna be a sucky day cuz I'm having a horrible flu and my nose cant stop running. Plus I cannot taste my food!! My curry tasted like nothing this morning, then I had hotcakes which also tasted like nothing. I feel so shitty :( Cant drown my sorrow in food. Today is such a bad day, so give me a break yall, and stop messaging me in chinese!!! (Of course you get lag replies. It's not easy writing my thoughts down in chinese damnit)

Went home early this morning after the walk and left in the middle of guitar cuz my nose was crap and I ran out of tissue paper, hahaha. Gonna meet pearlyn in 15 minutes.

It's so wrong. I should be the one saying it, why does it look like its gonna be you now?

Old songs,

2010-01-16T20:29:00.014+08:00

Anyway guys! For those of you who are still fretting over where to get cheap long sleeved shirts, shorts, trackpants and other OBS materials, go to golden mile complex, it has the whole inventory.

So bloody tired now. Ciao

Dear Bernyce,

2010-01-16T00:41:00.018+08:00

Happy belated 18th birthday!!!!!!!!! (L)

We used to be waaay closer in the past, remember those annual cousin sleepovers where we'll spend the whole night playing monopoly, bathing together (3 GIRLS!! fucking mad HAHAHAHA), dragging all the blankets to the floor in front of the full length windows and 'falling asleep under the stars'. The next day we'll beg and beg and beeeg our parents to let us have another sleepover, so we sometimes had 2 every holiday.

Remember one of the nights when it was pouring outside and the aircon was set to 22 degrees and we were freezing like crazy? Some smart ass went to LOWER THE TEMPERATURE to 18 degrees and we woke up huddled together with chattering teeth in the morning. HAHAHA then we were hammering you with pillows and xiao yi came in and got frantic cuz she thought we were fighting....

Close like shit, we were.

We def changed, and gradually the sleepovers stopped becuz you had to work, then pearlyn had to work, then you had a boyfriend, started doing crazy things like getting drunk, and everyone else grew up :)

18 already!! Can you imagine the 3 of us squashed into one toliet, bathing together, blowing bubbles, having soap fights, then getting scolded cuz we wetted xiao yi's whole bathroom now? No right!! Hahahaha. Happy 18th, STAY PRETTY! I think we're celebrating your birthday... next week?? Love.

xoxo.

P/s: I'm totally relating insomnia to NZ!! Whenever I hear the beginnings of insonmia, the first thing I think of is: IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP. LOL that's what happens when it was your alarm clock everyday in new zealand.

Learning symposium

2010-01-15T20:48:00.021+08:00

Didnt do much, but it was so energy draining, everyone was dead tired by the time it ended. My phone died halfway on me!!! Just before we were about to spam msgs for the sms contest damnit >( And vivan actually messaged the wrong number! HAHAHA she spammed 100 over messages and the person got so pissed, he kept calling her back. Estelle randomly patted on simin's back (they dont know each other!) and told her she was chio. Scared the life out of simin and you should see her bright red face heh.

EL didnt win after all, and during the keynote address, we (ml, paola, fiona) were discussing about how the 4 of us could set up a business next time! :) Like a brothel.... HAHAHA funny.

Went out with Esther after learning symposium, and we never stopped talking for more than a minute for the whole 4 hours! :):) Spent my last 14 bucks on pizza hut, I have a totally empty wallet.... and 5 cents wtf. After our legs got tired (guess who has lousy legs like mine! ^^), we spent an hour pouring over one 'top 10 of everything' book in the library, giving dumb millionaire quizes (USA USA USAA HAHAHA) and humming all the world record songs. ('Crank that' is number one! Omg, what a horrible song...) Had a blast, smuacks :)

I have pictures of everyone at learning symposium.... But i still cant be assed to read the manual so, pictures next time! LOL next time also meaning next month :)

P/S: WHAT IS THIS NEW FUCKING RULE THE PRINCIPAL HAD CAME UP WITH??!!! How come to take 4 H2s in JC, we need to get an A1/A2 in higher chinese o levels!!!??? I thought we are dropping chinese after year 4?? Totally not related right! Out of everything it has to be based on my worst subject ever.. Dont have to study already FML.

Ciaoooo. Diedie gotta improve chinese this year. Fuck! Stupid principal.

OOOH HAND CREAM!!!

2010-01-14T19:45:00.007+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Lessons were boooring and tiring yet again. History was confusing, I have this horrible feeling I'll fail history this year for the first time ever, and that's like 6 grades down!!! :( Good thing the teacher was cute (OOPS), else I wouldve hated history already. Maths flewww past, it's like you've just started, and then suddenly Mr Liu's going: Last question of the day, you guys can go for lunch after this. Teehee and we had no idea the huge ass marker we bought for him for teacher's day last year was permenant!!! Frantically rubbing our scribblings on the whiteboard with him giggling away. First time seeing Mr Liu laugh so hard...

Was supposed to go to singapore river today, but Mr chen dragged chem pract for sooo long (And we're doing titration again, so sick of titration!) Sueann and xinni waited for 3 hours omg. Decided to not go at all, walked at JP, went over to lot 1 and had dinner. P/s: Get well soon sueann! :):)

Today feels like a friday since there're no lessons tmr! Only LS, which will suck I bet :( At least there's dinner to look forward to, havent really talked to esther in a zillion years my god, hahaha. And after which I will be totally and absolutely broke so I have to spend my weekends wisely and really sit down to study. (I hope)

BB.

OOH AND BTW.. This morning I was in the toliet, half awake as usual and brushing my teeth, changing clothes and all my usual morning stuff, when my phone suddenly vibrated extremely from the table outside. I was cursing, then went out to reply the message (with my clothes yes) and as I was replying halfway... There was a loud bang from the toliet. (Scared the shit out of me). The bowl-like thing that covers the light actually dropped off wtf! If I hadnt replied my message, it would have dropped on my head... So dangerous! (Mom went to check all the lights in the house after that, but that's beside the point)

Anyway to the person who wished me good morning today, you probably know who you are, I told you the story 2 times! Thank you!! .... For being my lucky charm :):)

You follow what you feel inside, it's intuitative

2010-01-13T18:17:00.015+08:00

Boring but very inspirational. Obama's a fantastic speaker.

I dont get why I'm so tired everyday. I can sleep as early as 10, and still reach school half awake. Doesnt make sense, I thought more sleep= more energy the next day? CMI. LA and history lessons used to be one of my few brights spots last year, but now they're absolutely boring with a captial B. Especially LA!!! I dont like the way she speaks and her lessons are soo boring and confusing (not that anyone really pays attention). I miss ms teo! :(

Conditioned response:
A: Eh after this what lesson ah?
B: Lang arts.
A: *sighs* wah, sian.

After school, fixed our CID model, met cynthia, watched people sleeping, jerian doing his matrix worksheet etc... and saw kovasky. And the wierdest thing is, we were talking about him yesterday! Totally speaking of the devil. I have pictures today (of us, not of him) and other overdue pictures, but I'll then have to read the manual as to how to transfer pictures from this phone to the computer and I cant be assed to read that thick booklet. Sooo pictures some other day, and I'll bring my cam for LS :)

Byebye

P/s: It's okay :)

HEY SOUL SISTER! :) haha

Been eating alot........

2010-01-12T18:47:00.016+08:00

Grats R!! :):) Yes you ass, I can remember myself laughing at you for not joing IP last year. How was I to know... I thought VJC was excellent yet you went so much further then that! Although you are the most thick skinned person ever, (kidding, I know you couldnt contain yourself ^^) that was awesome. Not fair, I hope that doesnt mean you get more angpow money.

P/s: This was not to add fuel to fire. Im so sorry. (cough forced cough)

Anyway, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!!!!!!! Here's to my oldest and most cherished friend. *toasts*

Today was a terribly tiring day. Lessons were crapish, but I was giggling to myself during chem cuz Mr Chen's really very funny! HAHAHAHA. He has these fatty cheeks that wobble when he walks and talks.... then he kept shaking his head!! Wobble wobble wobble. You can imagine how fascinating and amusing that was to me. There was also this red spot on my neck and at least 13 people asked me if that was a love bite. 1 dumb person is okay, but 13....? (kidding) Hahaha seriously though, no!

P/s: Rv has horrible drainage, the whole corridors were flooded during CCA. And the shelters totally defeat their purpose. What's the point of building shelters when walking under it requires you to open an umbrella?

Ciao gotta go.

What I'm feeling right now:
1. I'm worried. Have you ever thought about what future has in store for you?
2. I'm pissed. I cant stand her!! This not being able to bitch on my blog thing is killing me. Thank god for icecream sessions with cyn and eelin tmr! If it was as good as our last one, I cant wait :):):):):):)

2010-01-11T17:34:00.005+08:00

I am so tired! (And worried, yet I dont know how to start asking.) Reached home at 10.40 yesterday and after showering, waiting for my hair to dry, packing my bag, it was pretty late already, therefore resulting in me being very tired today.

Lessons were extremely boring (mondays sighhh) and I'm in this dreamlike state where Ive forgottened everything that'as happened, maybe only the last few minutes in class when lessons ended. So after a long tiring day of chem bio physics chinese LA history SCS, Zhangyong was laughing at how 'extremely' tall he is compared to me (like that also funny). Okay lah actually quite funny, I laughed and somehow fell down. Then kimyee was doing very obscene things and.... I forgot.

Ooh and on the way to the bus stop with fiona,
"Shit Lee lee mui! Run, run!"

And guess who got caught?
"You girls! Come back here!" Hahaha poor fiona.

Ah who am I kidding. I'd rather be testing my new phone and making paola overshoot her 2000 messages. BB!

How did you know just where I would be?

2010-01-09T21:33:00.018+08:00

Today was an awesome day and I was planning to blog about how awesome it is, until something else cropped up. I'm so guilt ridden now, I can hardly write about my day. Anyway, first things first, I saw WJJ (his eyes are as big as ever) today! Saw is an understatement, I walked past him and GASPED. (Reflex!!)

Had lunch and dinner out then I went to meet mom. Everything was fine, until we had a huge ass row, IN THE SHOPPING CENTRE (Talk about airing dirty linen). Okay, at least it wasnt loud or attraction grabbing, just fierce whispering in the booth when waiting for supper, on the escalator and in the supermarket. Until I got really close to tears (I hate it when I start tearing first! Makes me feel so weak), THEN I turned around and went straight home without telling her anything.

I shouldnt have done that!! But I was really pissed and close to tears so I kinda wanted nothing but to flee. She's still not home yet, I hope she has the sense to know that Ive went home (and is not searching the whole shopping centre for me). Who am I kidding, she'll def be searching. How :( (Dear aunt agony........)

Going off now.

Uh before I forget. This's your song:

My singing rocks, you can hear I sound exactly the same as kelly clarkson right! You're welcome lagger. It came out 5(?) years ago, it's not new AT ALL! Hahaha more next time xoxo.

FML FML FML!!

2010-01-09T11:39:00.009+08:00

HEY MOM YOU SUCK!!! >(

Her first reaction when seeing the phones I choose are always: "IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE!!"I know teengaers arent doing 'big businesses' and dont need expensive phones but.... how is 300 bucks expensive!!?? She talks about saving $, that's so rich coming from someone who spent close to 2000 bucks on not one but TWO bags on the same day. I am so pissed.............

I dont want to buy a phone already I dont care ='(

... Or maybe not. Going out now!! I'll post when I feel like it (which is also when I get home la). Bye.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY,

2010-01-09T00:05:00.001+08:00

CHINGHUN AND SIMIN! (Y)

This means it's exactly 4 months to my birthday! Have a great sixteen you both, my equally fanastic friends <3

Today is singlish day.

2010-01-08T19:56:00.020+08:00

I wouldve felt sorry for you if you hadnt hated me so much.

EH then again why you do you hate me so much!!? Are you still pissed over what happened at the beginning of sec 1, or did your hate for me grow over the years, uh becuz you like to lead and found someone more AA than you? 4 years have passed, you never forget do you? 4 years!!! You're like my number 1 hater. It's bad karma to hate somebody for so long y'know, look around you now, I dont need to say more.

So stop hating la bai tuo, the scar I left on you must have been very deep. Frankly I dont really care, but change your attitude before you finally lose all your friends can anot. Sehhhh, then again, what can you expect from a girl that haboured hate for 4 years? *shakes head*

I'm getting tired-er by the day. Apart from the first day of school, where I woke up AUTOMATICALLY at an ungodly hour of 5.30, I have been waking up late every morning and then paying for that consequence by anyhow tying my hair and running like the wind to the bus stop. Mom will wake me up promptly the first time, then she'll go to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. But when she returns to the bedroom 15 minutes later, she'll find me sleeping again... Lol dont smirk, betcha 8 out of 10 people does that.

Now, 12 hours later when I reach home from school, I immediately feel like collasping on bed. Yikes, sooo exhausted now ): Bye.

4E 4E

2010-01-07T18:52:00.031+08:00

SUP SUP OYYYYYYYYYYYY.

First day of cycle= cramps day. Hurt like crap but I'm so glad it came!!!! HA HA HA to those who thinks your cycle will fall on OBS (fyi 25th), time to SPAM GREENTEA. I drank like 3-4 cups a day just so it'd come early and it did, woohoo! You wont want it to arrive when we're at obs, oh ho you sure as hell wont.

Today was pretty good, 1hour of LA was the most torturous. I cannot stand LA!!! Too boring for words, and while everybody's dozing off and Ms Tan is dragging onnn and onnnnnn about 'aims of tutorial', the sec1s were cheering (all the g-o-o-d-j-o-b goodjob! good job!) like nobody's business downstairs.... those were the days, aw so jealous!

PE: I thought I gained weight, I FEEL like Ive gained weight, I CAN SEE that Ive gained weight, but yet I didnt O.O I actually lost weight!! Very puzzling, either the school's weighing machine is screwed or my bones grew lighter (I'm defintely meat-ier). OOOH or maybe... it's my abs I see, not fats!! Yeah that's it! hahahaha.

BTW get well soon est!! Miss you miss you miss youuuuuuu.
: to those of you who are guessing (if any), mr lim is 19! No wonder he gets nervous during lessons, he's only 3 years older than us!!! Teeheeee

Ily <3

I dont like when singers do covers and then publish it on their own albums.

2010-01-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

I thought Ive changed..... but I havent. This is a redundant apology since I havent actually told the 2 of you how I'm feeling but: sorry for thinking of all the negative stuff about you guys!! Its cruel how its works, everyone usually likes the people I dont like. Bad taste mayhaps, me not them. I cant help myself!

Okay... actually I can hahahhaa I m just not nice, therefore:
I am not going to bitch about anyone on my blog this 2010.

Too tired, it's not helping at all. Byee

2010-01-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

I got so tired of people telling me to return to my smouldering-dreams blog and that my new skin is uglier, too white etc. I'm giving up and trying out the most basic skin everyone's using. So if you guys are thinking of telling me my skin's ugly again, I can go: HAHA but you're using it too! So... how's a skin that I spent 5 MINUTES editing compared to a skin that I spent 4 hours doing?!!

Loads better I know, dont tell me.

All our new teachers this year are pretty good, apart from LA. (basic fashion sense also... *raise eyebrows*) Year 4 is so old! I mean EVERYBODY's starting to talk to us about planning for the future, something I thought I wont be doing in a long time... 4 H2, schlorships, university courses, ivy league, choosing jobs with the best prospectives blah blah blah. I hate being 16, when they start lecturing us on things like that, I feel my life is... boring, like I can see myself being stressed in a longlong time.

Ms tan: "You need str8 As for medical classes, dental, law and business, general paper is very important." Drives me nuts. So the best option is to sleep/ observe other more interesting stuff like the principal mispronoucing words, ie: "A molesting!" Hahahhaa. Plus we're getting caught for skirts every single day, it's becoming just a daily routine to avoid teachers and protesting that they're not folded.

BTW I am so sick of pizza hut and spagetti. But their warm chocolate cake is awesome, it's really like one of the more heavenly cakes Ive eaten.

Bye, welcome to sec 4 people. Nicer uniforms come at a price.

I'll be around for as long as you want me to.

2010-01-05T20:15:00.006+08:00

I promise. Dont cry, my heart breaks every time you do. You ARE priority. You know that, dont you?

A brand new beginning, it's amazing.

2010-01-05T19:17:00.010+08:00

And then me and cheryl had a long walk around the school cuz the 2 lesbians were hugging and taking more lovey photos. Yikes. (Principal never say girls cannot anyhow touch girls leh, only say girls cannot anyhow touch boys)

Today was okay, THERE'S ACTUALLY A FACEBOOK GROUP OF: "I hate the metal thing around the field"!!! HAHAHAHA I REALLY HATE THAT THING, so does everybody else. Sueann actually tripped and sprained her feet lor, good enough reason for us to petition and get that stupid thing removed? ... What is it there for anyway? And we finally get to choose the sec 1s after audition! Fantastic, been waiting for that since forever.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ZHIKAI!

Am disappointed sezairi won, but his version of this song beats sylvia, hands down. I love this song!!

Dont change. You were fine that way.

2010-01-04T17:28:00.011+08:00

I CANNOT FIND SIMILAR PHONES IN SG!!!!!!!! Dead set on getting a phone that's flipped horizontally like these, but those that I found arent very nice...

Oh and maozedong sucks! GUESS WHAT, HE'S NOT ONLY RACIST, HE'S SEXIST!! "Why girls like to scream? Girls.... You cannot touch the guys... cannot touch the guy's private parts.... stay one elbow away from the guys.... guys sprout hair all over their body." It's roughly like that, BUT WHAT THE HECK?? HAHAHA. Nobody's taking him seriously.

Today was a very wasted day, games quite fail. But lessons are gonna start tomorrow and the timetable sucks, seeing it alone makes you scared. Anyway, gotta jet *winks* hahaha bye.

I used to think the world of you.

2010-01-03T11:23:00.012+08:00

Stop being so self obessessed. I'm sure you're on "high demand" and have so many friends. Brag,brag,brag. What are you trying to prove? You never do listen, do you? Maybe your problems are more important than everyone else's. We listen to yours, you 'tsktsk' at ours.

I really liked you, now I'm stepping back, relooking you over. (V) Not to start 2010 on a bad note + I know I'll get over it soon, but for now... I'm really pissed.

I want a small tattoo above my ankle.

2010-01-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

It rained when we were in JP and rained again when I got home, which meant I totally skipped getting wet at all! But then again not only the rain can kill you, the sun can too. If it's this hot in january, we'll gonna dieeee in april. Global warming!!! Anyway, it's so gr8 to see everybody again :) New maozedong principal made a horrible first impression with his lousy speech and wrong school values, so much for hoping he's not as bad as everybody's expecting him to be. Dissssaster.

In other news, my grand aunt has first stage dementia. Can dementia be like inherited?? Cuz that's the 2nd one in my family already. My great grandma had that too, and at the exact same age of 78. She fell on her hip and spent the next 6 years wandering on the streets. So freaky, it's like drama on tv!!

Ooh and speaking of tv, some tv crew came to rv today heeheeeee. I hope I appear on news tonight cuz I turned and smiled very brightly at the camera!! LOL embarrassing but so funnnny hahahaha. Okay abrupt but I gotta go, buaiiixx.

(EDIT)
PS: OMG ERROR, IT'S THE NEXT 6 HOURS NOT NEXT 6 YEARS HAHAHHAA. WTF IF THAT WAS IN YEARS, THAT WOULD REAALLY SUCK.

New blog!!

2010-01-01T18:14:00.001+08:00

2010

Ive always wanted a new url! And what's better to change than the first day of a new year? :) This year's gonna be a good year cuz 31st dec falls on a thursday! Meaning we have 1st jan as holiday, then followed by saturday and sunday, unlike last year when we had to start school on a friday. So bu san bu si.

Anyhoo, photoshop is alot tougher than I thought it would be. I wanted to do this cute background from scratch and the instructions looked simple enough, but it turned out to be not easy!!! It didnt warn me about the minor details and how it'd look disfigured, so screw it. My background's gonna be this plain for as long as I use this url. I mean, lots of white is nice right?

And since somebody asked me for my new year resolutions and she helped me alot in my fail plan, here's my new year resolution for 2010!

1. Spend as little time as possible at home if dad's around, so as to avoid future unhappiness and at the same time, our doors can last longer.

2. Be more responsible. If I agree to help someone in something, I must do it at all costs and not forget. If I agree to go out with someone, I must go at all costs and not drawout last minute.

3**!! The 9 subjects I take must all be above average (50%). Mean feat sia, my chinese still stuck below 10% hahaha wtf.

4. Have more guts when playing dare games and not be a pussycat.
4b) No more singing loudly and embarrassing friends when on the mrt train.

5. Get a B3 and above in h chinese olvl.

6. Exercise to improve stamina and start swimming as long and far as I used to back in the gold star days.

7. Have a greater tolerance capacity. Ie: do not hate friends for something so small, do not flare up at family so quickly, do not pms at odd times.

8. Do something that i've never done before. (club)
Gotta go, cant believe this is only a testing post. hahaha
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